at which moment?
the sun is shining for the first time in i-don't-know-how-long, and there is a warm breeze that finally feels like spring. i got demoted at my therapist's today, from once a week to twice a month. i am adjusting too well to the single life, and we don't have anything to say to each other. so, i am feeling adjusted, warm and breezy.
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| and a friend dropped in later to sing |
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| ryan stopped by for breakfast |
another thing that i am afraid i will really miss is gardening, and the fresh, organic produce i usually have in bounty. i stopped by the farmers market after being demoted, and found these beauties. very excited to pot them up and have my herbs and tomatoes at my fingertips soon. I am feeling rooted, healthy, warm.
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| clockwise from top: tomato, rosemary, basil, lemon thyme, mint, sage and parsley |
m. said yesterday that he would be home today from college, so my next step was to call and find out when he would be here. i planned to spend the whole day with him because his dad was taking them tomorrow for easter. he told me they were leaving today for easter, and i wouldn't see him until monday. of course, i work all day monday, and v. will be here then as well. i wanted some alone time with m. we haven't really hashed out the whole separation thing yet, and, well, i miss my baby. i'm feeling abandoned and forgotten. and angry.
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| abandoned and forgotten |
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